Sharon Carter | Agent 13 (
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[ Only a few of the lights in her room are on, casting shadows onto Sharon's face. If anyone looks closely, they may notice her eyes are dry, but red. She props the comm up, takes a breath, starts to speak, stops. Then takes another breath and tries again. She'd considered doing a text and had decided against it given the discussion that might follow, had considered doing an audio message but had thought people might notice her voice wobbling. Noooooooo. She just had to do video. She takes a deep breath. ]
Tony Stark has left Wonderland. [ She presses her lips together and swallows before she continues. ] He spoke on the network a while ago about creating a version of SHIELD here, I'd like to continue that. Not like he intended, though. Instead, I'd like to get a group together on a voluntary basis to meet in the tea rooms after each event to talk about what we did and things we could have done. This review means we'll be able to act more quickly in future events. We've had at least three zombie-based events since I got here - going over what we did right and wrong can't hurt at this point.
I also think it's important to get together with scientists and other people investigating things in Wonderland to share what we've all discovered. [ She glances away for a moment. ] Neither Tony and Romanoff, who helped him with this before, are here anymore, so it's up to me to get the ball rolling. If you have any criticisms, I'm sure none of you will hold back from expressing them to me. [ At least, she doesn't think they'll hold back given what they put Tony through. And yes, she's a little bitter that people were mean to her fully-grown, avenging, iron-helmeted, not-brother. ]
And just to be clear, since there were concerns about this when Tony tried to get it going, this isn't meant to be a takeover. He was inspired by SHIELD to form a unit to protect Wonderland - SHIELD and the Avengers were the two groups he had the most experience with when it came to protecting people, so he used them as inspiration in Wonderland. But two-thirds of the people who originally worked on the idea are already gone and there's no guarantee that I'll stick around. Ergo, the informal get-togethers to share information. No one really in charge, and an informal group means that the group is more likely to outlast any one person in the group.
So if you can, please get in touch to work with me on this. [ After that, the view further darkens as she reaches over the leans to turn off the camera. ]
Bucky Barnes:
[ She's more relaxed in the private message to Bucky, less concerned about choosing the right words or hiding that she's upset that Tony is gone. This is Bucky. He can handle a woman who may or may not have cried a bit earlier. (Hopefully, he can handle it without slamming her against a table again.) ]
Bucky. I have a proposition that I don't think you'll be thrilled about, but that I want you to entertain nonetheless. About helping to train people here to defend themselves.
Steve Rogers:
[ In the video feed, she keeps her emotions in check and gets down to business. If her hair isn't perfect, and her eyes a touch glassy, that's too bad. For Coraline's sake, she needs to talk to him about this. It's overdue. ] I need a run-down on how to use the holo-room or whatever it is you have in the training center.
[ For a moment, she opens her mouth to say something else, that they should talk, that she thinks maybe they could go to the museum sometime, but then she hesitates. Tony just left. It doesn't feel right to talk about dating so soon, not when she'd just drowned in self-pity on the couch an hour ago. Instead, she tries to keep things light. She hasn't forgotten, she just... doesn't want to push him right this instant. Even though, let's face it, Steve needs to be pushed. ] And I know we need to talk, just... [ She trails off and shrugs. She doesn't know. Steve wouldn't want her crying over him, she's sure. ] I promised Coraline to give her a spy mission a while ago, and I should get going on that.
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[ The message to Shep is brisk, all pretense of pretending to be okay gone. She doesn't care if Shepard sees her at less than her best; Shepard understands. Sharon leans forward, looking tired but determined. ] Shep. This is what I talked to you about earlier. Get back to me. Thanks.
Tony Stark has left Wonderland. [ She presses her lips together and swallows before she continues. ] He spoke on the network a while ago about creating a version of SHIELD here, I'd like to continue that. Not like he intended, though. Instead, I'd like to get a group together on a voluntary basis to meet in the tea rooms after each event to talk about what we did and things we could have done. This review means we'll be able to act more quickly in future events. We've had at least three zombie-based events since I got here - going over what we did right and wrong can't hurt at this point.
I also think it's important to get together with scientists and other people investigating things in Wonderland to share what we've all discovered. [ She glances away for a moment. ] Neither Tony and Romanoff, who helped him with this before, are here anymore, so it's up to me to get the ball rolling. If you have any criticisms, I'm sure none of you will hold back from expressing them to me. [ At least, she doesn't think they'll hold back given what they put Tony through. And yes, she's a little bitter that people were mean to her fully-grown, avenging, iron-helmeted, not-brother. ]
And just to be clear, since there were concerns about this when Tony tried to get it going, this isn't meant to be a takeover. He was inspired by SHIELD to form a unit to protect Wonderland - SHIELD and the Avengers were the two groups he had the most experience with when it came to protecting people, so he used them as inspiration in Wonderland. But two-thirds of the people who originally worked on the idea are already gone and there's no guarantee that I'll stick around. Ergo, the informal get-togethers to share information. No one really in charge, and an informal group means that the group is more likely to outlast any one person in the group.
So if you can, please get in touch to work with me on this. [ After that, the view further darkens as she reaches over the leans to turn off the camera. ]
Bucky Barnes:
[ She's more relaxed in the private message to Bucky, less concerned about choosing the right words or hiding that she's upset that Tony is gone. This is Bucky. He can handle a woman who may or may not have cried a bit earlier. (Hopefully, he can handle it without slamming her against a table again.) ]
Bucky. I have a proposition that I don't think you'll be thrilled about, but that I want you to entertain nonetheless. About helping to train people here to defend themselves.
Steve Rogers:
[ In the video feed, she keeps her emotions in check and gets down to business. If her hair isn't perfect, and her eyes a touch glassy, that's too bad. For Coraline's sake, she needs to talk to him about this. It's overdue. ] I need a run-down on how to use the holo-room or whatever it is you have in the training center.
[ For a moment, she opens her mouth to say something else, that they should talk, that she thinks maybe they could go to the museum sometime, but then she hesitates. Tony just left. It doesn't feel right to talk about dating so soon, not when she'd just drowned in self-pity on the couch an hour ago. Instead, she tries to keep things light. She hasn't forgotten, she just... doesn't want to push him right this instant. Even though, let's face it, Steve needs to be pushed. ] And I know we need to talk, just... [ She trails off and shrugs. She doesn't know. Steve wouldn't want her crying over him, she's sure. ] I promised Coraline to give her a spy mission a while ago, and I should get going on that.
Shepard:
[ The message to Shep is brisk, all pretense of pretending to be okay gone. She doesn't care if Shepard sees her at less than her best; Shepard understands. Sharon leans forward, looking tired but determined. ] Shep. This is what I talked to you about earlier. Get back to me. Thanks.
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Romanoff's here. Just got back. You should work on your information network already.
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[ And then, truthfully, she'd simply forgotten about it with Rick showing up, then Andrea leaving and coming back. ]
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Hey, how'd you get involved in all this? I mean, you just seem like you're really experienced with SHIELD or the Avengers or y'know. It's just- uh, it's good to have someone that cares heading things off.
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Did you and Tony decide on anything in particular you'd do, or are we building from the ground up?
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I got as far as telling him I was part of the Critical Response team at the FBI, and that Kurt would be interested too. And then the messages stopped. Then I realized he left.
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Now Tony's gone, and every missed opportunity feels like another cut.
Sharon's been crying, Steve can tell, but he isn't going to point that out. Honestly, he's surprised she isn't challenging him now; she'd already told him he needed to reach out to Tony and try to mend things. Maybe it's too raw to talk about that.
He takes her request with the appropriate amount of professionalism, at least at first. ] Sure. It won't be anything you're not used to, given how well-equipped SHIELD was. [ A quick tutorial should be all she needs. ]
Did you want to do that now, or do you need some more time? [ A pause, and he adds, with a frown: ] I know you two were close.
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[ She hesitates. ] We didn't really get close until we got here. I'm not even sure he'll remember me next time he comes. If he comes. [ She can't expect him to come back. Bucky has returned several times, but Peggy hasn't. Wanda and Romanoff have returned, but countless others haven't.
She tries to grin, tries to keep things light. ] Guess you won't need that kill switch anymore.
[ She takes a deep breath. ] Sorry. Sorry. I-
[ She leans back and pulls a foot onto the chair, hugging her knee. ] Things are just shit sometimes. It's how they go. I'll be fine. [ It'll just take a while, is all. But she's survived Hydra resurfacing, survived losing Peggy... She can survive this. ]
Maybe when he comes back, he'll be from some point in the future where you two get along again.
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The mention of the kill switch causes Steve's face to falter for a moment. He hadn't really thought she would go there. He hasn't thought about his shield yet, either; doesn't know if it went home with Tony or is somewhere in his room now.
Things are shit sometimes, and there's nothing they can do but keep pushing forward. Sharon understands that, as she's been through plenty of it herself. That hopeful sentiment she offers still serves as a reminder of how young she is, though. ]
Maybe. [ He doesn't sound convinced, but hey, it's possible. ] It'd make everything a lot easier, wouldn't it. [ Which makes him even more sure that it won't happen that way. With a sigh, Steve meets Sharon's gaze again. ] Let me know when you want to meet up at the training room, all right?
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I spoke to Tony about that, while he was here. I like your idea better. Gives a chance for non-combatants to have their say, too.
... Also, if you need to get a drink, talk over some things. My day's free.
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[ She hesitates, the silence stretching as she considers. ]
I could use a drink.
[ By which she means she may be interested in getting - for lack of a better word - shit-faced. ]
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Yeah, I get that. But I can meet you at the bar in 5. We can chat about this, and or just complain a bunch about annoying-ass people.
[Because she can always find those kind of complaints.]
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Still he opens a feed because this is something that's important to him. ]
You can count me in on that. If you need me to round anyone up I can also do that. [ Shooting Cap in the ass being one of the things he can do to get in involved again. ]
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But really, she can't express how good it is to have someone from SHIELD around. SHIELD is like family, in some ways, and it's a comfort to have an agent around. ]
I appreciate it. [ She exhales and hangs her head, briefly rubbing her temples. ]
Can you think of anything we need to do, to avoid SHIELD's mistakes? Other than letting Hydra infiltrate this group, too, I mean. Pretty sure that one's obvious. [ She pauses. They should probably take care to avoid the Avengers' mistakes, too, but she's not stupid - as much as she loves SHIELD, she knows that it had a wealth of flaws. ]
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[He just knew he had his limits.]
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How do you feel about training kids to spar? Nothing intense, just the moves. I think these kids could benefit from multiple teachers.
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[ Which is a polite way of saying, "People from Angel's world know about freaking monsters." ]
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